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Senin, 30 Mei 2011

Kering

Belakangan ini rasanya banyak sekali hal yg terlewatkan oleh ku. Dari qiyamulalil yg ogah2an (terkadang lewat) trs hafalan yg mandeg, tapi msh bersyukur ternyata tilawah masih bisa bertahan (satu2nya yg mampu diandalkan).


Kering..kering..kering. Bukan kering karena panas yg beberapa hari ini melanda Jakarta, tetapi kering karena jiwa yg merantau entah kemana. Serasa jiwa ini jauh dari cahaya-Nya, kurang peka mungkin. Kurang peka dengan hal-hal yg terjadi dengan diri apalagi dengan lingkungan. Ya Rabb...semakin hitamkah hati ini??? Bukan, aku bukan futur, aku baik2 saja..setidaknya itu yg kurasa. Aku sadar dengan kekeliruanku. dan aku tau penyebab jiwa ini kering. Dari sebab yg menurut ku sepele, tapi dari sepele itu merembet ke yg besar, ditambah jadwal ngaji yang dicancel..Uhhhhfff. Memang benar menurut pepatah, awalnya kita yg membentuk kebiasaan & pada akhirnya kebiasaanlah yg akhirnya membentuk siapa kita. Nah, kebiasaan2 kecil beberapa hari yg lalu ternyata mampu mengacaukan kebiasaan2 baik. Sedih pasti, kecewa iya, gersang tentu saja. Bukan, aku bukan menyalahkan "hal sepele itu", diri sendirilah yg patut untuk disalahkan & ditegur. Masih ada waktu..masih ada kesempatan dan selalu ada. Ya Rabb..mudahkanlah langkah ini untuk berjalan mengejar ridho-Mu..Amiin

Kamis, 26 Mei 2011

[Ost. Secret Garden] That Woman Lyric - Baek Ji Young



한 여자가 그대를 사랑합니다 그 여자는 열심히 사랑합니다
Han yojaga gederel saranghamnida Ge yojanen yolsimhi saranghamnida
매일 그림자처럼 그대를 따라다니며 그 여자는 웃으며 울고있어요
Meil gerimjachorom gederel ttaradanimyo Ge yojanen usemyon ulgo issoyo

얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자
Olmana olmana do norel irohge baraman bomyo honja
이 바람같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니
I baram gaten sarang i gojigaten sarang gyesokheya niga narel sarang hagetni

조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는
Jogemman gakkai wa jogemman hanbal dagagamyon du bal domangganen
널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 여잔 웁니다
Nol saranghanen nan jigemdo yope isso ge yojan umnida

그 여자는 성격이 소심합니다 그래서 웃는 법을 배웠답니다
Ge yojanen songgyogi sosimhamnida Gereso utnen bobeul bewotdamnida
친한 친구에게도 못하는 얘기가 많은 그 여자의 마음은 눈물투성이
Chinhan chin-guegedo mothanen yegiga manen Ge yoja eui maemen nunmultusongi

그래서 그 여자는 그댈 널 사랑 했데요 똑같아서
Gereso ge yojanen gedel nol sarang hetdeyo ttokgataso
또 하나같은 바보 또 하나같은 바보 한번 나를 안아주고 가면 안되요
Tto hanagaten babo tto hanagaten babo hanbon narel anajugo gamyon andweyo

난 사랑받고 싶어 그대여 매일 속으로만 가슴 속으로만 소리를 지르며
Nan sarangbatgo sipo gedeyo meil sogeroman gasem sogeroman sorirel jiremyo
그 여자는 오늘도 그 옆에 있데요
Ge yojanen oneldo ge yope itdeyo

그 여자가 나라는 걸 아나요 알면서도 이러는 건 아니죠
Ge yojaga naranen gol anayo almyonsodo ironen gon anijyo
모를꺼야 그댄 바보니까
Morel kkoya geden babonikka

얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자
Olmana olmana do norel irohge baraman bomyo honja
이 바람같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니
I baram gaten sarang gojigaten sarang gyesokheya niga narel sarang hagetni

조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는
Jogemman gakkai wa jogemman hanbal dagagamyon du bal domangganen
널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 여잔 웁니다
Nol saranghanen nan jigemdo yope isso ge yojan umnida



Translate:

A woman loves you.
The woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow every day.
She smiles but is actually crying.

How much longer do I just have to look at you, alone.
This love that came like wind,
This love that is like a shit,
If I continue this, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer
just a little bit.
Please don’t step back
I, the one who loves you,
is still next to you.
That woman is crying.

That woman is very shy
So she learnt how to smile

Her heart is so full of tear,
She can't even share her story with
her best friend

That's why, that woman
loved you
Cause you were so like her
another fool.
yet another fool
Please give me a hug before you leave me

I want to be loved, dear.
That's all I wanted
She shouts, just in her heart
just in her heart.
No one can hear her
but that woman is still next you

Do you know that
I am that woman?

You don't do you?

Because you are just a fool.

how much

how much longer
Do I have to love you like this

This love that is like a fool
This love that is like a shit

would you love me?

That woman, who loves you
is still next you

and she is still crying.